So here is the thing.
I'm not sure if I know you because you made sure I never would. I started thinking that's because you thought I wouldn't like the real you. You shouldn't have left me see what was happening. Now you're trying too hard to show me another person you're not. You're trying too hard to be around and oh man, you're making sure I'm going to be away for. so. long. I don't want a shadow, I used to want a friend and I'm not quite sure if I had one. And you know what? I was tired and I am tired. So if you want to talk, do it. If you want to be you for the first time, do it. And everyone can follow with their lives.  By themselves. With no shadows.