something is wrong when i realize i like your lopsided smile way too much

hey baby, something is wrong. do you feel? do you feel? i get nervous everytime i see you and i think i am in love everytime i see your smile. it's not like you've ever tried, it's not like i was even looking for something, it just happened. do you feel that? i guess i'm falling for you. and then, then i feel young again, then i start forgetting all the old stuff i've been torturing me with, then i stop trying to rescue something i don't need just because i am needy. i guess things got serious when i started whispering "please, baby, don't be gay" or when  i actually started to wish i were a guy, just to be with you and your lopsided smile.